The moment i wake up in the morning its on my mind. I just need a taste, a hit. I carry it around in a baggy and sneak a crunch whenever i can, i even leave class to get a taste. The regular stuff doesn't do it for me anymore, and although its a little more expensive, this stuff keeps me sane and from going through a withdrawal. I used to be able to control it, but now its controlling me. Always on my mind. I wish i could inject it into my veins, but i would probably die.......so i'm just going to stick with a spoon and some milk.